FUUUUCK I DONT WANNA GO TO FLORIDA

I wrote this at 4AM typos are, unfortunatly, guaranteed.

Written on 08/09/2026 * Posted on 08/09/2026

Tomorrow, I will be boarding a plane headed off to florida. Tomorrow, my life as I know it will be over and I will probably die in a ditch somewhere, or die of a heart attack the moment I get on that plane.

...But thats a bit too dramatic of a statement to make.. Regardless, the point im making here is that I'm freaking the fuck out and I dont wanna go to florida!!! FUCK THAT!!!! (╯‵□′)╯︵┴─┴

My black transgender homosexual ASS does NOT belong in a place like florida! (I mean.. north carolina isnt much better but. who cares lol) I have ZERO reason to be anywhere NEAR florida! and my parents are fucking stupid for deciding to spontaneously pack up and move the whole family to florida just for a slightly better job!! My dad was being paid well enough HERE. IN NC. WE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY ALREADY.

My mom told me to look at it like an "extended vacation" since im turning 18 in a year so i wont stay long anyway but I DONT EVEN LIKE VACATIONS.. ESPECIALLY NOT A "YEAR LONG VACATION." The only thing I wanna do is stay home!!

I only have one friend here and if we move to florida I'll have ZERO friends and SHIT ELSE to DO!! This is Life. Ruining. Shit.

Not even to mention the fact that they just sprung it on me with NO warning too! They're always super vague about this shit its constantly "ohhh... we might be moving... we might NOT be moving... dont worry we'll stay in NC for 3 more months... nvm we're going to florida in 2 weeks fuck you" (¬_¬")

Of course, I know I'm being ultra-dramatic about this but dramatic is what I do best so it doesnt matter. I was really debating writing about this because I wanted to create a 'cold & aloof' online persona but bestie got covid so you guys have to hear about it instead.

The main reason why I'm so upset is just because I don't like change. Never have and never will! When things change it feels like a big ol' blanket got thrown on my head and now I have to panic and run into 20 different walls until I finally gain the common sense to take the damn thing off. ...Then it just gets embarassing. In the end it's all I can do.. panic and bitch and moan and cry until I get used to living in Florida.

And after that, I'll be headed off to college.

..but I dont wanna go to college either. fuck that...

but thats all from me.. thank you for reading I'LL SEE U IN HELL!! (Florida.) .·°՞(ᗒ□ᗕ)՞°·.